the psychiatrist has put me on two new medications, i used to only treat ADHD with focalin, but now im taking strattera and atarax for both adhd and anxiety, which until a few days ago i didnt kno i had (anxirty). i guess i though my mind was the baseline for everyone, but im not sure, and im not sure if i like the way it feels, i dont like to feel stiffled or have my mind be put in a box. also whay if it wrecks my crative contron, and i feel like atarax gets rid of my overall control, it makes me tired and kinda like ive taken edibals, but not in a good way, like the lack of a sound mind, wanting to be sober to actually think. i feel lost ig, nkt lek myself.idk