hello void, it has been a month or so.

I've been doing nothing mostly, I exercise slightly more frequently and I write a lot on my own time, there is another art piece in the works which is very interpretive, it has something to do with sheep that's all I'll say...

in other words there is more to come, when I made this acc I was just wanting to express myself I suppose, I had no real idea for the art I should make, i learn pretty fast so i can make whatever I want its just ideas that are and were mostly lost on me. and also at the time it seems my mind was doing its own thing in spite of me and I was acting kinda strange and thought the universe was speaking to me to I was very caught up and scattered. I thought if I said enough or whatever my mind would escape the bounds and i would enter another reality due to understanding geometry and structure of the universe, a lot of science as well if you ever heard of the double slit experiment, basically is an experiment where particles like electrons or photons are shown to act like both particles and waves. When not observed, they would create an interference pattern on a screen bhind the slit, like waves overlapping. But when observed (measured), they behave like particles, hitting the screen in specific spots without the wave pattern. different from before which esentially suggests that observation affects how particles behave, which in my mind confirmened the role of consciousness in determining reality. so I decided that I could confirm a god s existence bc observation could create the univers if I am to put the idea in minimal words. its all wacky, hardly coherent now that I look back but it was a very monumental realization at the time and I felt as though my life as a role here on earth as Ripley would quickly come to an end once I was fetched. but that never happened and here I am so I'm BACK TO ART!! which is VERY exitingg as I now just, have visions of ideas, which is like majorly useful. I still have no friends so its not like I have anything better to do. i still have a soul bond to datura so that's still going strong, my innoxia plant which is named Frida btw and is female is doing fine, even in winter. I sit her under a window where the sun shines through, she is a thing between seasons. A desert soul trapped behind glass, where frost bites the world she was never made for. Yet she endures. And as I sit beside her, I feel her quiet will to grow in places where growth is meant to falter. She needs only this borrowed sun, and somehow, that is enough. if you don't know datura is native to the southwestern United States, Central and South America, places like that which is not where I am and it winter its VERY VERY cold. yet she lives.

I hope school lets out Friday, it gonna snow which is rare. it been like 3 days back from winter break and I'm already sick of it. but yeah that's the update.

more art to come, get excited, prepared and you will be rewarded I promise. BYE BYE <3