i made some art some time ago but ig they removed it bc of copywrite or some other stupid shit, its summer break rn, and some lore drop i live out in the woods (in a house) with my family and my sister, its SO BORING. i have no friends, people didnt like me in school bc i was weird and antisocial, more or less no point in me going all year bc i was basiclly non existant anyway. now, all i have is my computer and pills and weed and shit i have practically wasted all of my teenage years in my room making no experineces, no memories, no mistakes, im extremely depressed but i feel too grown for that, so im in limbo now and i dont know how to get out. bc i live out in nowhere how can i meet people, in 2025?? no "third-spaces" so school was my only option and now thats over, i feel so sane about it too, its so real i cant get it out of my head, im going crazy now but like the kind where it actully ruins your life, not the fun kind i was having last year or a few months ago. such a privlidged problem to have i know, i have what i need to survive and all but my soul is empty, and im only getting older, more boring, more expendable, im not a teenager with easy problems too fix like drama or whatever, at least thats no how it feels, im not long for college, on my own responsible for myself, with no basis to care about anything at all.

I dont want to do art anymore i lost the motivation, i give up, this was all a waste. i wish i could have experienced the 2000s, thats why i came to this site in the first place, bc i looked up to that era and all that was going down here buts its over, everything feels like its over and i have no desire to do anything with my life. so yes, its over, so bye void ig i just needed to rant i suppose im so sad, i really wish i have friends ig. dont expect more